Dead Ends

How can everything so wrong feel so right? It's never simple. We should all know that from day one.

Uh...

Wow. Really? My dad just called me disgusting and told me to get out of the house after I laughed really hard on the phone. I am so tired of this bullshit. I'm sitting on the patio now because like I said before, I'm not going to fight back. But this is just sad... I guess it's so wrong for me to be happy. It's not like I was talking loudly in a room where people are sleeping... I mean, I don't get it. I need out. Living under the same roof is so unbearable...
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Slowly bringing me down...

My silence scares you? Well let me break it to you. Your words hurt me. I give up... I'm not gonna argue, not gonna talk back, not gonna defend myself when you tell me how disgusted you are of the terrible person that I am. And for you to make sure I hear it every day? I know I've been rude in the past, but honestly I'm struggling to figure out where this comes from. I don't deserve this, not this time. So I'm going to sit here, let you throw all these stabbing words at me, try not to cry every time, and not say a damn word.
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