Spinning

"Did you ever put out your arms out and spin & spin really really fast and then you stop and you just smile because you don’t know what’s going on?"

Yeah we all need those sometimes.
Lately, I feel like I have no real reasons for the things I do anymore. Not that it always needs a good reason, but I don't know. It just seems impaired. I've never second-guessed my own instincts this much before. It's hard to limit yourself and be okay with it when you don't know what it is you're defending yourself against. Thank goodness no one expects to understand blog babbles because great. Now i'm more confused than I was when I tried to make sense of this in writing.