For the longest time, I've always been the one never to show true, raw emotion. But I think that's when you contain it at its fullest. Maybe deep inside I've always been afraid that my emotions wouldn't match someone else's. So while I lied to myself, to my closest friends, to the people it might mean the most to.... everything just dissipated until forgotten and something else came along... all the while the same background routine occurs despite how different the situation and people are. But then maybe it's because through your gut instincts, you found a reason to see that none of these people were worth un-peeling yourself for... and the moment you realize that is the moment you realize that there exists someone who is.